“Doctor, is there anything wrong with me?“
“You have nothing to worry about. You are in an excellent condition. However, as a result of a lengthy investigation in close collaboration with other specialists, we found out that you are suffering from an unusually rare case of an inverted penis syndrome.”
”Doctor, how could you say such a thing? What’s this nonsense all about? How on earth could this ever happen to me, in particular?“
“You see, you’re a woman physically but a man biologically. This means that your sexual organ didn’t develop normally at birth, instead it retracted into the form of a cavity similar to that of a vagina and the scrotum was reduced exceptionally to resemble that of a clitoris and contained whatever remained of the testicles.“
“That seems to be impossible! How would you explain logically the reason why I could have recurrent menstruations if I weren’t a woman in the first place? Moreover, I experienced a strange but highly stimulating sensation the first time I got very kinky but somewhat horny. Without any apparent explanation, I was instantly overwhelmed by a series of spasms, which were so strong that I could hardly breath. I think I must have passed out as soon as I went into a trance. All of a sudden, I felt my whole body on fire and in the verge of exploding. I was totally enraptured in a state of bliss for as long as I felt the warm and thick fluid, which I presumed to be white blood corpuscles, gushing forth in spurts between my legs. Doctor, I never felt so scared in my life before that I believed I was going to bleed to death at that very moment.“
“As far as I’m concerned, your specific case could simply be psychological by provoking an internal hemorrhage wherein the blood is spilled out each time you subconsciously think that it’s your menstrual period. The very particular and pleasant sensation that you had experienced is none other than orgasm, which triggered off a rapid succession of ejaculations that sent forth-creamy fluid known as sperm, the one you just referred to as white blood corpuscles. Therefore, you don’t have any more reason to worry or think about dying from anemia or leukemia. On the contrary, you must be aware by now that you have a great stock of healthy and fertile sperm that could be highly susceptible for reproduction. In short, you could be a donor or even impregnate if you so desire, but only by artificial insemination.”
“Doctor, what should I do now? I’m rather too perturbed and perplexed to learn what I totally ignored before I finally discovered my true identity. If I were neither a man, a woman nor an in-between, what am I then?“
“In my opinion, what I could say is you’re a marginal example of a seemingly exceptional case that is known as ‘freak of destiny,’ which means a person born in a wrong body. Honestly, your specific case is out of my competence. However, I could recommend you a colleague who is highly qualified and experienced in dealing with a delicate situation such as yours so that he could help you sort out and come into terms with your identity crisis in the long run. If ever you should need my professional assistance one way or another, please don’t hesitate to contact me again anytime at your convenience.“
“Doctor, don’t you think that there could be a possibility for me to undergo a total overhauling of my reproductive system such as the transplant of a complete and functional female organ the same way as it has been performed successfully on other parts of the body like heart, liver, bladder, lungs or intestine?”
“That’s a very good question but rather too delicate a subject matter to deal with. However taking into consideration your age, state of mind and the complexity of the operation that would likely be involved in the process, I’m afraid it’s completely out of the question. In your particular case, I wouldn’t even think of resorting to any form of cloning as an alternative, because it would be tantamount to undermine the credibility of the medical profession as a whole than to create precedence even if you’re convinced that it could lead to a revolutionary breakthrough in science. Honestly, it has never crossed my mind to contemplate on performing any experiment on you like it’s done scientifically in laboratories on ordinary rats or guinea pigs for I’m afraid that I’d turn you irremediably into some kind of a mutant or worse yet, a monster! In the long run, however, I believe personally that you’d simply be better off being as what you are now. Although you possess a male reproductive organ, you have a greater advantage to be able to perform sexually as a normal female than those who declare themselves to be born in a wrong body that have to recourse to a surgical operation for a sex change so that they could become like you. In spite of the unending miseries and problems that abound the present continuously, life is still worth living for so that you could be happy, merry and gay, isn’t it? As a friendly advice, just stay cool and enjoy being a girl!”
Editor's note: This is just an excerpt, but the complete version could be obtained upon request.
